On November 16th, I was sitting in my class in the Rivers Building at ECU watching one of my fellow students present about a therapeutic style. All of a sudden, my teacher, Dr. Hill, cut her off and said that he had received a text message about a man walking around with a rifle near campus. So, we locked the door and continued with the class. Not long after this, the threat intensified to the point where it was believed that he was on campus. We were told to stay in our classroom and to be on alert. Well, our classes are long and people (particularly the girls) needed to use the restroom. So, Dr. Hill told everyone who needed to go to the bathroom to stick together. Quite a few of the girls did so.
A few minutes later, my friend John decided he needed to go, as well. When he walked out the door, he immediately heard someone yell "Get back into that classroom, right now!" It turns out it was a police officer with a raised machine gun pointed at him. John's need to pee was suddenly gone (or had gone down his leg, already) and he came back into the class. The officer came to our room and said, "Is anyone in this room not supposed to be in here? Did you see anyone walking in the halls with a cowboy hat?" It turns out, the police had gotten a tip that a man they saw on surveillance holding what looked like a rifle, was holding hostages in my building. The police officer told us to board off the door and to not let anyone in until he came back for us. I helped Dr. Hill, John, and my friend Meghan move a big bookshelf in front of the door and then we waited.
At first I was afraid.When I looked around the room at many of my classmates and friends huddled terrified in a corner, something changed. I went from being afraid to having the most extreme feeling of anger and hatred towards a human being that I think I have ever felt. I wondered, "What kind of person would do something like this? Who could be without moral feeling enough to the point where they would make innocent people feel this way?" Then, I thought about the children in the daycare in my same building and the feeling of anger only grew stronger. I was no longer scared; I was just mad.
Finally, after a half an hour or so, the police officer came back. He told us all to get our stuff together and to follow him slowly and in a uniformed line. At each point of the hallway, there were police officers standing with raised machine guns ensuring that nobody was going to pop out and start shooting. With the intense fear, the leading officer started moving rather quickly and we all followed suit. When I looked back, I saw my teacher, Dr. Hill, limping to catch up. Dr. Hill had very severe spinal chord injury years before that make walking difficult for him. So, I turned around and rushed to him and locked my elbow under his to help him out. We finally got to the stairs, where the officers stopped us and told us to wait as they secured access to a bus. Finally, a bus came to us and we were escorted to it by dozens of armed officers.
When we got on the bus, we all began talking. Text messages were flying back and forth from loved ones. My Mom was in town to see Eloise and wasn't expecting her son to be evacuated with raised guns, I'm sure. Julie kept texting me to give me updates. There was mass confusion. Finally, the bus moved and then just dumped us off at another part of campus without anyone really protecting us. A while after, the news got out that we could go home. It turns out, a young man that was carrying an umbrella he specifically bought to look like a weapon (a samurai sword) was walking around on campus. He had no idea that he had caused so much turmoil and was surprised that he was the "shooter."
While it turned out to not really be a man with a rifle, the event felt very real to each and every person that was in the Rivers Building, including the police. They thought they had risked their lives in our protection. I guess that's why I (and everyone else in my class) was annoyed when it turned into a big joke in the media and on campus. People posted things on Facebook like "watch out for umbrellas; they're deadly," etc. The cops took a beating by the local press and were mocked for their efforts. While it's unfortunate that it's turned into a joke, I was very impressed with all of my classmates. It turned into a moment where we really rallied around each other and helped each other. Umbrella or rifle, it doesn't matter. I got to see the best in human nature on that day. I also felt the worst in human nature when I realized how the victims of people that have done abominable things, like school shootings, felt. It was a real eye opener to me about the power of both good and evil.